Guilt

Glimmer

♪I wanna be your favorite boy, ill be your biggest but you aren't mine even tho you broke my heart and made me cry♪...♪all right ok, sin keeps coming up each day, see it threw my window shades its alright, can't pass the time♪... ♪so are you still my best friend mabye,...♪

Me after losing 2 friends (Crafty~Corpse and Eliot The Cat)

To Grandfather:
I didn't know it would go like this...
I didn't know you'd make me feel this way.
But I feel bloodlust toward you...
Why...?
From Abel:

I saw #Kineto doing a possibility thing so.
Possibility 1
Back when I said "im gonna km$" it could've actually happend Kickin wouldn't post about it because I would km$ without telling her
After a few months Crafty and Maggie would be the first to get worried then a week later eliot would know
They would finally see that I either hun6 myself or sta----- myself and as maggie recently said "I will go into deep depression" so she would
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.(Inspired by #Kinetos post)

I've done many bad things in life....I've ran over a deer with a tractor.  I sliced my dads hand. I always make other people feel bad about themselves. I'm not the best person but I try to be good. I'm good enough to have a partner, she loves me, I'm WAS good enough for someone to say they loved me more than anything. But I'm not good enough, I got replaced...it still hurts but not in the same way. I don't CARE that their with someone else. Its just....the feeling of utter betrayal hit me like a truck. I'm not good enough for my dad nor will I ever be...I'm great to my friends but they...

I'm so sorry, you don't deserve to be betrayed like that. You deserve love and happiness like everyone else. Even if you had done bad actions, you knew and you atleast tried to be better. You're still a good person at heart, I believe it. You are good enough, you don't have to depend on your father, he doesn't define you. You are already good enough for yourself. I understand how it feels to be replaced, but you will always have a high value. I wish you the best in life, and you are still loved.

𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞
𝐼'𝑚 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑒
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𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋
(Repost but I remade it)

🎵 I miss the old times, we just spoke, nothing complicated, nothing mistook.  Then came what said, then that was the start, of these worse thoughts in my head. 🎵
I'm sorry chaz, sorry sonata, I never should of spoke to you, apologises, I'm so, so ,so sorry...

🎵pathetic pitiful pathways 🎵
 🎵missing out on life 🎵
 🎵i make everyone sorrow 🎵

I've caused nothing but pain ever sense I've met their family, one thinks I lie and I made one feel bad. I wish it would just forget who cares if I'm telling false truths, it would just be one thing if I was. Past I'd the past, can u see that? The other one, I made them feel happy for a few weeks, maybe two months, then replaced me. I tried to make them feel good but...I only make them feel pain ever sense the incident....I want to h@ng, myself, so bad. I hate myself for this. God I wish things were different...

Guilt

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