Guilt

Me after losing 2 friends (Crafty~Corpse and Eliot The Cat)

To Grandfather: I didn't know it would go like this... I didn't know you'd make me feel this way. But I feel bloodlust toward you... Why...? From Abel:

I saw #Kineto doing a possibility thing so. Possibility 1 Back when I said "im gonna km$" it could've actually happend Kickin wouldn't post about it because I would km$ without telling her After a few months Crafty and Maggie would be the first to get worried then a week later eliot would know They would finally see that I either hun6 myself or sta----- myself and as maggie recently said "I will go into deep depression" so she would . . . .(Inspired by #Kinetos post)

I've done many bad things in life....I've ran over a deer with a tractor. I sliced my dads hand. I always make other people feel bad about themselves. I'm not the best person but I try to be good. I'm good enough to have a partner, she loves me, I'm WAS good enough for someone to say they loved me more than anything. But I'm not good enough, I got replaced...it still hurts but not in the same way. I don't CARE that their with someone else. Its just....the feeling of utter betrayal hit me like a truck. I'm not good enough for my dad nor will I ever be...I'm great to my friends but they...

𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑒 . . . . . 𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋 (Repost but I remade it)

Thanks Capton obvious🥺

🎵 I miss the old times, we just spoke, nothing complicated, nothing mistook. Then came what said, then that was the start, of these worse thoughts in my head. 🎵 I'm sorry chaz, sorry sonata, I never should of spoke to you, apologises, I'm so, so ,so sorry...

🎵pathetic pitiful pathways 🎵 🎵missing out on life 🎵 🎵i make everyone sorrow 🎵

I've caused nothing but pain ever sense I've met their family, one thinks I lie and I made one feel bad. I wish it would just forget who cares if I'm telling false truths, it would just be one thing if I was. Past I'd the past, can u see that? The other one, I made them feel happy for a few weeks, maybe two months, then replaced me. I tried to make them feel good but...I only make them feel pain ever sense the incident....I want to h@ng, myself, so bad. I hate myself for this. God I wish things were different...

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I just wanted a good day without this shit. Its fine, I roasted them back but it still was annoying.