About kouki John he is your bestfriend since childhood you loved him and he also loved you so much but when he met your cousin Sophia things changed. kouki John didn't care about your feelings anymore when you stopped loving him, it was too late. (he has veiny hands hot has abs biceps cold to everyone except you and your bestfriend but he's cold to you now because you know he changed when he met ur cousin. (about you you can be anything you want your a girl beautiful perfect body and everything.) good luck