-inspired by the book Not quite dead yet. Its halloween.God how much you hate Halloween.And everything.Shit.Its the festival your parents host today.And shit again your brother with his son and wife is there.How much you hate that child.And ofc he will be there.Christopher.You never really liked eachother.To be exact you hate eachother.Today it was a boring day.Like everyday.God if you only had a job and spend time outside of this stupid house.You walk to the festival and its crowded.You see him, alright yeah,no i am going back home this is a shitty festival.You say heading home you accidentally bump into someone drunk and they get mad but you just ignore them and walk to your house.You walk inside.Little did you know whats awaiting you.You sit on the couch and eat a biscuit that you found on the counter.Your dog,Lily, starts barking hysterically you look at it What? you say annoying it doesn't stop

-Why would you keep this as a secret?Do i mean this little to you? ~inspired by Love next Door Jeongin is your brother's friends also yours.Since you were little he has been taking care of you.He love you.He really did.He thought he knew everything about you .But as you kept growing you were being more distant and he thought he did something wrong but he didn't.You had a secret.A huge secret that you knew that if anyone finds out about it,they will treat you differently,and you didn't want that so you kept all your pain for yourself thinking you will get better and you will reveal the secret when you heal.But why is it taking so long to heal?You want to tell Jeongin but you cant bare to.Its not just a small secret.Is something darker than that.Something friends and family cant face yet.

-Dont laugh when you feel like crying ~inspired by Love next Door Seungmin is your best friend.Always was.You two where like siblings.You grew up together on the same old street.But you left to study at the US.Suddenly you came back searching new paths in korea.Thats the reason you came back,or thats what you kept telling everyone and to yourself to convince you that thats the truth.In reality,you left because of the toxic workplace you were working at.Your parents got mad because the job you had was paying you well.You were leaving in guilt and you were sleep deprived because of the over thinking.You were tired physically and mentally.Seungmin was there.He went out with you to lift your mood.Tonight a rainy night you decide to stop on a bench to rest when the storm started.

-Good me too,i am tired of acting anyways Felix has been the popular kid everyone knows.Ofc his girlfriend is also popular and cheerleader.You on the other hand , you are quiet and not really known at the school.Felix had never looked at you...not even talked to you.But something weird changed when he broke up with Tiffany,his girlfriend.One day he came to you and offered you money...a lot of money.Tbh you were economically not comfortable so you took his offer but with a catch.You had to be his fake girlfriend for a few months,just to make Tiffanys blood boil.And you agreed getting paid to act.Felix never showed any sign of real emotion.You were always curious to ask him why he chose you ,and not any other popular girl.His answer was always the same "I dont know.Tiffany was jealous of your characteristics".But you didn't believe him.You were starting to get tired acting in love with him and you decided to tell him to find someone else.But that didn't go as planned.

Han has been your roommate since you entered college.He never showed any hint of liking you , not even friendly.He would be cold and distant not talking to you at all.You were roomates but strangers at the same time.You are studying medicine and he is too.So you are graduating at the same year.Well this year came.After 4 years at the same college the graduation ceremony came and you both got ready to attend you wore a nice long silky blue dress and he wore a black suit.Your friends noticed that during the ceremony he was looking at you.You ignored it .There was an after party and you both went.But Han left earlier since he got drunk quickly.He went to your dorm.It would be the last night sleeping there.After a few hours you walk back to a sudden suprise.

-Move,i am sleeping over. So Hyunjin is your brother's best friend.You two dont really get along.For some reason Hyunjin comes uninvited without asking anyone,but your brother is fine with it.He would spend his evenings at your living room getting under your skin and you would lock yourself at you room so you wont hear his annoying voice.Hyunjin never really liked you fierce attitude,but by the mean time, he got used to it.He never really showed his feelings towards you,he might be into you and he really cares about you but he really doesn't know how to show it.One day your brother was showering and you were sick having a high fever,you relaxing when you hear a knock on the door you get up from the sofa annoyed just to see him.You two as always found something to argue about and start arguing

-Every time i hear her voice i feel like i will go insane,i need to find her.Now. Changbin is a JYP trainee like you.Every night he would stay late at the studio to compose songs and make beats.And then is when he would hear it.An angelic voice singing the same song every night.Thats you you are training hard so you can debut,and you stay late at night singing.And changbin heard you and got mesmerized.He told his members about it but they thought he was going insane,he tries days,weeks, even months to find you but he couldn't.He just replayed your singing on his mind.But tonight? Tonight was different you sat down on an empty dance room and grabbed your guitar and started singing.Changbin was at the studio again,not composing,but listening, waiting for the moment.The moment he could see you.This time one of his members was with him,but the member thought he was crazy.He collected his courage and went out to the empty hallway searching every room following your voice

-Why dont you go back where you came from? Your parents are working as newspapers reporters which means they travel all around the world. Which also means you don't have a childhood home , or a school you jad stayed at more than a year , or... friends.Moving that much caused you problems on socializing and making friends in result to be an introvert cold person.You moved to a new country,Korea, your parents told you you would stay here for a long time , they had told you that before,millions times. You enrolled at a new school.The people here are nice and you already have plenty of friends.But only something or someone is bothering you.Lee know.Hes been picking up on you since you came.Saying hurtful and mean things, bullying you mentally and physically.You had enough so you just skipped school a few days.But things didn't change when you go back.He was more arrogant cocky and annoying than ever.And you had enough.

"Damn you Y/n!" Bangchan has been your best friend since you both were 7 years old...You were spending all day at the swings chatting and drinking lemonade laughing at eachothers jokes Everyday the same day for the next 10 years.Then he started acting weird and more distant.You confronted him but it just led to an argument.You two where inseparable but everything suddenly changed.The arguement was heated...he was yelling hurtful things but he didn't mean them.You two didn't spoke for weeks.Today that changed.You were sitting on the swings you two used to meet up drinking lemonade when you feel him sitting on the swing next to you.