Uhh just for posts

Guys I’ve been considering… things… and decided I’ll stay alive longer. I fell trapped in a cage. A cage of self-doubt, obedience, and masking happiness. I’m considering unlocking the cage. I just want to be free. I just want to go back to the days when I was younger and happy and free, y’know? I keep going insane every night, however, my friend group is like a house of cards(or wtv) and we support eachother. But without me, they’ll fall apart. I don’t know what to do anymore. The mask keeps falling off, and soon I’ll probably be called an ‘attention seeker.’ Someone help?