I'm sorry K.

I never thought this would happen. I never thought I would cry about leaving you. I never thought I would lay in my bed, music playing while I try not to scream. Try not to scream for you. I never thought *I* would be the one that leaves *you*, for you are the dearest to my heart. I thought I had fallen out of love, but I guess i didn't. I guess my heart just wasn't ready. Ready to realize *I* left *you.* So now I guess I'll just wait until summer and pray you stay alive until then.