Vent~

I messed up my 7 day clean strike.

Call me a liar all you want.

I'm dieing at 1:00 am i'll say your last words to me

I hate how jealous I am of my cousin BUT THEY GENUINELY UTTERLY DISGUST ME. WDYM YOU'RE PROUD FOR BEING HYPERSEXUALITY AND THEN SAY YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?? I'M A HYPERSEXUALITY MYSELF AND I'M HERE CRYING MY EYES OUT OF SHAME. also they left my trip because me and my friend were apparently "ignoring" them. no no, you literally ignored her first at Thursday because she you to look at the PAPER. (it's just a Yi xi drawing.)

I just wanna die I hate it here☹️💔.

my friend JUST unalived herself...

I thought I was surviving from "I gently open the door"ing thoughts until the people in the server with vc started jumping me and calling me immature just for being a 'furry' (I'm a therian btw) and it could mentally and physically hurt me as I can cvt myself and it would all be rooting from them. now I believe it will remain in my mint for the rest of my life. allat happened in roblox, btw.

I feel bad for sharing now after reading the comments on here. I just miss my fnking dog man, we had to give him away or get evicted.

I always mess everything up, I feel like everything goes wrong around me, sometimes I don't even feel like my friends like me, I just got my friend on Snapchat and he won't text me, but he's constantly texting my partner, and I feel like my partner wants to date him more than me, and I feel like everyone hates me, and only when I listen to the Eternal Sugar Cookie ASMR I feel better, I want to die, I hate this world, everyone looks so happy when I'm not there...

I'm so tired. Of everything. High expectations, being judged when I'm actually trying my best, no motivation, parents, family, friends, life?..