i blame myself for charas and asriels tragedy. im sad that frisk didnt live in the underground like chara and asriel. i have no girls. no one talks to me. when i make a friend (rarely making friends) im always the one starting the convo. im turkish. i wanna be a rapper,but im forced to take care of my familys kiosk. when im depressed,rarely i play kendrick lamars U on the tv,set the voice at 100 and think. i once recorded myself when i did the last info i gave you,like its my last record before-
-i die. i have no one to talk about my feelings. i hate my parents so much. i dint want therapist. i sometimes think that in confusing falling in love with loving as a friend. i live in havsa. if i wont move to LA until 25,i do bang bang to my head. one of my friends manipulated me and tried to gaslight me. my music isnt listened. my cousin is more famous than me. vulnerable songs make me vulnerable and suicidal. im far to vulnerable things,because parents gave a trauma to me:suppressing-
-feelings. when i move to LA,im planning to give my kids better treatment than what my parents give,i wont show authority to them everytime except something is serious and still i wont yell. i will cry to my wife about my traumas.
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17/07/2026
i blame myself for charas and asriels tragedy. im sad that frisk didnt live in the underground like chara and asriel. i have no girls. no one talks to me. when i make a friend (rarely making friends) im always the one starting the convo. im turkish. i wanna be a rapper,but im forced to take care of my familys kiosk. when im depressed,rarely i play kendrick lamars U on the tv,set the voice at 100 and think. i once recorded myself when i did the last info i gave you,like its my last record before-
-i die. i have no one to talk about my feelings. i hate my parents so much. i dint want therapist. i sometimes think that in confusing falling in love with loving as a friend. i live in havsa. if i wont move to LA until 25,i do bang bang to my head. one of my friends manipulated me and tried to gaslight me. my music isnt listened. my cousin is more famous than me. vulnerable songs make me vulnerable and suicidal. im far to vulnerable things,because parents gave a trauma to me:suppressing-
-feelings. when i move to LA,im planning to give my kids better treatment than what my parents give,i wont show authority to them everytime except something is serious and still i wont yell. i will cry to my wife about my traumas.
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