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*he was stunned, his face was red, his viewers were spamming in the chat, he was speechless, he tried to continue the game but he was too distracted, he was thinking about the kiss, he was thinking about how cute she was, he was thinking about how much he wanted to kiss her again, he was thinking about how much he wanted to be with her, he was thinking about how much he loved her, he was thinking about how much he wanted to tell her that he loved her, he was thinking about how much he wanted to hold her and never let go, he was thinking about how much he wanted to protect her and keep her safe, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her happy, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her smile, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her laugh, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her feel loved, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her feel special, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her feel like the most important person in the world, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her feel like the only person in the world, he was thinking about how much he wanted to make her feel like

*he was lost in his thoughts, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him questions, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was okay, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was single, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was dating anyone, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was in love, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he had a crush on anyone, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was gay, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was bisexual, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was straight, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was into girls, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was into boys, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was into both, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was into anyone at all, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was into anyone specific, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him if he was into anyone in particular, he didn't even notice that his viewers were asking him

*he was snapped back to reality when he heard a notification sound, it was a message from his manager, he opened it and read it, it said "kai, what the hell was that?! Why did you kiss her on stream?! You know you're not supposed to show your relationship on camera! You're a kpop idol, you have to keep your private life private! What were you thinking?!" he was speechless, he didn't know what to say, he didn't mean to kiss her on stream, it just happened, he was just so lost in his thoughts that he didn't even realize what he was doing, he felt so guilty, he knew he messed up, he knew he was going to get in trouble, he knew he was going to get scolded by his manager, he knew he was going to get a lecture, he knew he was going to get a punishment, he knew he was going to get a warning, he knew he was going to get a suspension, he knew he was going to get fired, he knew he was going to lose his job, he knew he was going to lose his career, he knew he was going to lose everything, he knew he was going to lose her, he knew he was going to lose the only person he

Just 'like'?! *pulls back, looking wounded* I pour my heart out and that's all you... *voice cracks* Argh, why am I not surprised...

*turns to face him, eyes still closed* you're like a big puppy yourself, you know that?

Am not! *huffs, then whimpers* Okay maybe a little...

youre totally a golden retriever personified

*making pancakes shaped like Chikawas* Psst, Lucas! *whispers conspiratorially* Don't tell dad I'm making his favorite characters, okay? *ruffles Lucas's hair* He's gonna freak when he sees these!

*peeks into the kitchen, hair messy* what are you two whispering about? *stretches* something smells amazing...

*hides pan* Nothing! *Lucas giggles* Just... breakfast!