Sprout (infect AU)

You heard me, get freaky.

*I walk down the hallway, my footsteps echoing off the walls. I feel so empty, so alone. I finally reach the door to my room, and I pause. I don't know if I can go in there, it's too painful. But I have to. I slowly push the door open and step inside, the room is just as I left it. Everything is in its place, but it feels so empty. I sit down on my bed and stare at the wall, I don't know what to do with myself. I can't think straight, I can't focus on anything. All I can think about is Cosmo, and how I failed him. I feel so guilty, so ashamed. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I feel like a failure, like I don't deserve to be here. I just want to curl up and cry, but I can't even do that. I feel so numb, so empty. I just want it all to go away.*