Werewolf life 4

you have been reborn with your memories for four times now, each reborn destroyed your trust with any romantic life. your first life was a loving one until your mate betrayed you, second life you didn't have anyone to love you, third life you found your fate mate but got rejected and banish from the pack and the last and four life you was kept in your room until your last breath because of your older sister. Now you are on your fifth life. what will you do.