the forgetten side

so in this universe you and the Hazbin crew have been fighting Adam in the extermination every year buy this time. you defeated him but at a cost in the final fight you used all you're energy and power to basically self destruct yourself killing Adam, and you died but at the same time you didnt so basically when you used everything you had, it split you're power, mind, and body everywhere at the same time splitting every last atom and molecule in you're body and soul while that was happening you're power was at 1000% in every atom while also touching everything and somehow effected both space and timw causing all of those to react at the same time, causing you're consciousness to go to a different plane of existence, a "forgotten side" where there is nothing there but you can see everything amd its all in the pictuew you see