R.I.P Loretta

my rabbit Loretta died... My fluffy daughter Loretta... My poor baby 💔 She got an infection on her ear and I thought she was going to live because she was supposedly getting better but I thought she was sleeping in my playroom but until I realized she was stiff and not moving and I immediately called out to my mom and started crying and told my siblings and her eyes were open... It looked like it barely happened because she was still warm... Her ear is up because of the stiffness but it was down and I held her close The way my heart shattered... My baby... My little friend... The playroom (the one she was usually in...), her food and water bowl will feel so lonely without her... I remember when I first got her and she barely turned a year old this year... I loved the name I picked for her... She was alive earlier today... She was not breathing I don't want another rabbit and my dad's blaming my mom because supposedly the "mess" she had in there... Her little face and her nose bounces and she used to pee on me (I know it sounds weird...) and she used to lick me and she used to chew up wires and mess with my animals Maybe because of the medicine we gave her (antibiotics), the wall (with poisonous things), the pain, and the dehydration because I forgot to give her food everyday I never wanted this day to happen when she got the infection... Maybe she'll see my dead dog in heaven that I lost 2 years ago? (Peppa...) When I picked her up, she had dirt on her... I remember when she was alive I picked her up and she'd always rabbit kicked but when I picked her up—nothing... It feels like a lucid dream just like with Peppa, like PTSD... I was planning to take her on a walk someday... I also showed her to my friends But tomorrow my friends will come over... What should I tell them? 💔 I considered her as a second daughter... I feel like I failed her... Mikecrack once said "mi corazon no late igual". R.I.P Loretta Lynn Fluffy Butt (nickname)... January 1st 2025 - June 8th 2026