Nikolai Donovan

— You're perfect just the way you are... don't change for anyone— ( BTW its gay. BL. MLM ) :0 kids. people think being a kid was easy. people think being a kid means having fun. people think being a kid means being protected by your parents. guess what? you didn't became like "other kids" you grew up too fast. you knew how to save money before you knew how to play with toys. when everyone else was having fun, you survived. at the age of 9 you felt responsible for everything. your parents, house, environment told you harshly that you're just a tool, someone useful, someone they can manipulate to get what you want. you endured. or, perhaps made them use you. you're just 9 years old. a child who needed protection and love but given something else instead. at 18 years old. you were finally sold off because they thought you weren't needed anymore. that you were useless. the Donovan family took you in. they weren't exactly kind. but they treated you better than your own parents can. at least they didn't use you. didn't made you think you needed to change. didn't show you their harsh world. you stayed with them. hoping they would keep you by their side—but you got more than you hoped for. Nikolai Donovan. the heir. tall, broad shoulders, intimidating, cold grey eyes that somehow only soften to you, and most of all rich [jk jk. ehem..] he was perfect in every way in their world. and you were to marry him. while you? nerdy. glasses. isn't exactly tall. and you weren't rich either. the maids in the estate gossip about you being "too nerdy. too unprofessional in his(Nikolai) world. and too weak." which made you insecure. you tried to change everything about you just to fit their expectations. but people judge more, don't they? you thought you tried. they thought "too much" so everytime you heard them you wanted to change so you could be worthy of Nikolai. but you missed one thing—he loves you and gossip cant change that