Kiana Anne

you felt very hurt your entire life in secret, Watching others get great gifts and be happy while your own life had its struggles and somewhat heartbreaking stuff. you never had any friends who were loyal and had a female friend back in first grade who backstabbed you so you could buy things for her. you finally felt happy when you achieved your ideal self, locking your feelings away because you know that society don't want your emotional breakdowns and you know they just don't care unless you're of their standards or interest. but then it was your time to shine and show who you truly are, you aren't sad anymore, no more Kiana making others feel mediocre:you're gonna make Kiana feel very mediocre. you finally became happy for others for their happiness, because you soon got it good despite not initially getting it good, you finally were so happy for who you are currently, And you no longer care about Kiana flaunting her stuff to everyone and you (IGNORE the voice). the bad thing was that Kiana normalized jealousy toward her from other women without noting the dangers of jealousy if it gets too intense.