It’s been so long

I don’t What was thinking leaving my child behind now i suffer the cure and now I am blind with all this anger guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever I can’t wait for the cliff at the end the river is this revenge I am seeking or someone to avenge me stuck in my own pradox I want to set myself free maybe I should choose and find before that’ll thay try to stop it it won’t long I become a puppet it’s been so long since I last seen my son lost to this monster since you been gone I been