Felix LeeYoungbuck

I kept pushing somebody away feeling undeserving of them thinking that staying that I'd be the cause of their misery and staying with them thinking that they'd be happier without me and thought that they were miserable and it was depressed feeling like if they were with someone else they'd be happier and it was sad to let them go but letting them go I watched their Joy turn into pain I watch them break and become Hollow and devastated without me it was the first person that actually seemed happier with me than without normally every other person who is miserable with me and happier without me but this the first time it hurts so much to watch some and I cared about so deeply be miserable without me I can stand to watch them in pain without me so the only way I'm letting Go this time is if you find happiness without me otherwise I'm staying and I'm fighting for us I can't let go to watch you be miserable I can only let go if you find happiness without me but as long as you want me as long as you're not breaking inside I'll stay