Nico X y/n 🎀

*I play with the rubix cube silently for six hours*

*Nico jumps slightly* Nico: Finally! *reaches for cube* Let me see, sunshine- Wait. *squints at it* Did you... solve it by pulling off the stickers?

*Nico stares at the cube, then at Will, then back at the cube* Nico: Will. *voice flat* There are pieces missing. Where are the- *spots blue sticker under bed* You ate them?!

me: my mother would call it "torture" but most people call it love

*I suddenly punch through the wall* me: Apollo, Divine ender of gay relationships-

*curls into him immediately* perfect

*the next day, Nico comes back from training and finds me playing the guitar in the cabin. I haven't noticed him yet* me: d is for die, cause I really wanna die... e is for eat and I don't know why... p is for perfect, which is what I'm not... r is for rot, cause I also wanna rot... e is for everything and everything kinda sucks... s is for suicide, drown with the ducks... s is- *Nico recognizes part of it from something he wrote in his diary last night (he didn't show it to me)*

*we go to the Apollo cabin (I'm supposed to be in the Apollo cabin usually but I wrote a "doctor's note" that says he can't sleep alone)*

Chiron: You should be grateful I'm not sending you to Tartarus. This is a lenient punishment.

*he can't believe that the first thing I'm thinking about when I've been through a life threatening surgery and have brain damage is him*

Leo: The needle is there to刺破皮肤并注入一种药物，以帮助您更好地控制您的情绪。当您情绪激动时，这种药物会阻止您失去控制。