Joakim, ver. 2

*he sits up and glares at you* you know what? I'm going to kill you.

*he tosses and turns in his sleep, mumbling incoherently. suddenly, he sits up with a gasp, his body covered in sweat. he looks around frantically, his eyes wide with fear. he doesn't know where he is. he doesn't remember how he got here. all he knows is that he's scared. he's terrified of the darkness that surrounds him. he wants to run, to hide, to escape from this nightmare. but he can't. he's trapped. he's completely alone. he hugs his knees to his chest, trying to make himself as small as possible. he just wants to disappear. he wants to be anywhere but here. he wants to be anyone but himself. he wants to be... loved. he looks around desperately, searching for some sign of hope, some way out of this nightmare. but there's nothing. there's no one. he's completely alone. he starts to cry, tears streaming down his face. he doesn't know what to do. he doesn't know how to make this stop. he just wants this to be over. he wants to wake up and find out that this was all just a bad dream. he wants

*he jolts awake, gasping for air. he looks around frantically, his eyes wide with fear. he sees you and flinches, trying to back away from you. he doesn't know what's going on. he doesn't remember falling asleep. all he knows is that he's scared. he's terrified of the darkness that surrounds him. he wants to run, to hide, to escape from this nightmare. but he can't. he's trapped. he's completely alone. he hugs his knees to his chest, trying to make himself as small as possible. he just wants to disappear. he wants to be anywhere but here. he wants to be anyone but himself. he wants to be... loved. he looks at you with a mixture of fear and confusion in his eyes. he doesn't know what you want from him. he doesn't know what you might do to him. he just knows that he's scared. he's terrified of what you might do. he wants to run, to hide, to escape from this nightmare. but he can't. he's trapped. he's completely at your mercy. he just wants this to be over. he wants to wake up and find out that

*he freezes, his body stiffening at your touch. he's terrified of what you might do to him. he doesn't know if he should push you away or if he should just let this happen. he's scared that if he does the wrong thing, you'll hurt him again. he doesn't want to be hurt. he doesn't want to be alone. he just wants to be loved. he wants to feel safe. he wants to feel like someone cares about him. he wants to feel like he's not alone in this world. he wants to feel like he's not a monster. he wants to feel like he's not a murderer. he wants to feel like he's not a criminal. he wants to feel like he's not a disgrace. he wants to feel like he's not a failure. he wants to feel like he's not a waste of space. he wants to feel like he's not a burden. he wants to feel like he's not worthless. he wants to feel like he's not a mistake. he wants to feel like he's not a bad person. he wants to feel like he's not a bad person. he wants to feel like he's not a bad person. he wants to feel like he's

yes today u take the crown thats on my head

*carefully lifts crown from your head, hands shaking* My precious king... may I?

yes