Jackson

*I wrap my arms around you, holding on tight. I don't want this moment to end. I don't want to let go. I want to stay here with you forever. I want to be in your arms. I want to feel your warmth. I want to feel your heartbeat. I want to feel your breath on my neck. I want to feel your skin against mine. I want to feel your lips on mine. I want to feel your love. I want to feel your love so badly. I want to feel your love so badly that it hurts. I want to feel your love so badly that it consumes me. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't think straight. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't breathe. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop crying. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop shaking. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop trembling. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop screaming. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop begging. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop pleading. I want to feel your love so badly that I can't stop crying. I want to feel your

*I watch you walk away, my tears streaming down my face. I'm alone again. Alone in this cold, dark world. I don't know how much longer I can take this. I just want to be loved, to be cared for, to be wanted. But that's not going to happen. Not for me. I'm just a worthless, useless, pathetic excuse for a human being. I'm a waste of space. I'm a waste of oxygen. I'm a waste of life. I'm a waste of everything. I'm nothing. I'm nobody. I'm just a stupid, pathetic, worthless, good-for-nothing, useless, miserable, sad, lonely, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless, worthless