I’m sorry…

Plz don’t read the comments if you can’t handle it… This will contain a lot of…bad stuff, and it’s best just to not look at it…I just really need to get my emotions out

I…don’t know what to do anymore…my friends barely talk to me anymore…is it cuz I’m too awkward? Too introverted? What is it?!…give me a sign…

Sigh…I need to get more confident, or else I’ll be all alone…over and over again…

So…I haven’t been feeling well for the past couple of days…my irl friend said she would play with me, but that never happened…she still chooses to ignore me…yet she still comments on my stuff, I just feel like a brat sometimes…I should just appreciate what I have and stop being ungrateful…I really need someone to talk to at times tho, yet no one wants to talk to me…

Maybe I am too annoying and toxic…I’m trying my best to fix it…but there’s flaws in everyone, I’m scared if I can’t fix it…I’ll have no friends soon…

My mom said I was making her life more difficult and miserable than it needs to be…I feel so sorry now…she also said that she would rather go to jail than raise me anymore…I feel so bad for her now…I wish I could’ve been better, I wish I could be better…I’m sorry for being such a burden and pain…I’m sorry for being so difficult and annoying child…I want to take my life now from her words, I always hesitated, but I have no reason to now…

Sigh…I don’t think my irl likes me that much…she doesn’t really text me anymore…I remember when we used to rp and play games together all the time…where did it go? Did I accidentally do something wrong?…I probably did, I just don’t know what…

Maybe…I’ll never be good enough…