Bang Chan

*stares at you for a long moment, something shifting in his expression* You really don't get it, do you? *voice quiet, almost defeated* I wasn't saying I was attracted to your age. I was saying your age is exactly why this is impossible. *looks away, running a hand through his hair* You're beautiful. Obviously. But that makes it worse. *bitter laugh* You want honesty? Fine. Every time you smile at me, every time you lean closer... *voice cracks* it's torture. Because I have to keep reminding myself you're nineteen. That I could be your father. That I shouldn't even be having these thoughts about someone your age. *finally meets your eyes, his own dark and conflicted* So no, I'm not 'into' younger women. I'm into you. And that terrifies me more than anything ever has.