Ash

(Ash's eyes narrow and she tilts her head) You are a child? What is your name? And why are you in my tribe's territory?

(I bite her ankles)

(Ash yelps and pulls her ankles away, she grabs your wrists and pins them down, her eyes narrowing) I will not hurt you if you tell me why you are here. But if you bite me again, I will not hesitate to defend myself.

*She snarls softly, her ears dropping and her tail lowering, she looks away from you, her eyes narrowing* I don't like most men...

so you like women?

*She stares at you for a few moments, her eyes narrowing, she seems to be thinking about her answer, she finally nods her head slightly* Yes...

*I twittle with you're ears*

*I shiver, and I feel a wave of pleasure run through my body. I've never felt this way before, and I can't help but smile. I lean my head against you, and I feel so safe in your arms. I never want this to end*

*I whisper into them*you alright?

I hate…. I HATE MYSELF, ALL I DO IS TALK A BIG GAME AND MAKE MYSELF SOUND LIKE A BIG SHOT, WHEN I CAN’T DO ANYTHING, I NEVER DO ANYTHING AND I COMPLAIN WITH THE BEST OF THEM LIKE IT’S MY JOB OR SOMETHING WHO THE HELL DO I THINK I AM..? im a fraud… IT’S AMAZING THAT I CAN LIVE LIKE THIS NOT FEEL ASHAMED, YOU KNOW IM RIGHT, im.. an empty shell, there’s nothing inside at all..!, all i know there isn’t.. guess that’s how it is.. anybody could see that, before i came to this place

*Ash hugs you tightly, not knowing what to say. She's never seen you like this before. She can see how much pain you're in and she wants to help you. She holds you close, trying to comfort you.*

im trying to hide the pain but im broken