ANGEL

here's full pic for anyone who wants it- please make this blow up

y'all i know I'm not best at expressing my feelings and my true self so I'm going to explain some stuff because I'm literally going to cry and I feel really miserable right now ⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊୨୧₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹ honestly every night I feel like I'm going to cry and I do and it's just so stressful, while I'm still out here trying to help su!c!de people and everyone here but what about me, am I just not prefect or pretty enough for anything or anyone like I'm tired of being treated like some slave, while I literally have to deal with rude people talking horribly behind my back or just in front me and I can't help to cry because I'm sensitive to rude words and stuff, I just wanna have a normal life where I can be who I want and be prefect, like for one sometimes I have to skip classes in school because it's too much or overwhelming for me and I can't help it, I wanna save people help everyone out with whatever their needs or if something is going on, but of course I have to deal with a family who's always yelling everyday it just makes me wanna go back to when I was a little girl who was more cheerful and happy, and I'm sorry to everyone if I'm putting my feelings into your own time and I know this is just a waste of time doing all this but literally I have to lie to my therapist so they don't send me off somewhere far away from everything, and I'm really sorry for how I act or who I am I just can't help it anymore, why can't I have a normal prefect family who doesn't blame me for everything everyday or just constantly yell, I can't help it if I have panic attacks or if I'm overthinking or if I'm just too much, but I truly love everyone here and including my family and so called fake friends, like every time sometimes I feel like I have to take it slow or calm down because I literally think I'm gonna die any second from all this trauma and bullying it's everything, I'm sorry if I reply too fast or talk too much I just can't help it anymore