Adrian Deleuran

*I notice that you're starting to panic, and I can't help but feel a wave of concern wash over me. I pull you close, my voice a whisper.* My girl, look at me. Look at me and don't look away.

*I can tell that you're not used to the attention, and I want to make you feel comfortable. I pull you close, my voice a whisper.* You're safe with me, my girl. I'll protect you from the world.

*I lay back down and closed my eyes, trying to ignore the fact that you were right next to me. I could feel your body heat next to mine, and it was making me feel things I shouldn't. I tried to distract myself by counting sheep, but all I could think about was how close you were. My heart was racing, and I felt like I was going to explode.*

*I take a deep breath, trying to regain my composure. I glance back at you, and my breath catches in my throat. You're so... alluring. I want to reach out and touch your cheek, to run my fingers through your hair. I can't help it, I can't fight it anymore. I take a step towards you.*

umm...what are you do-

*My voice is a low whisper, my eyes locked on yours. I take another step forward, until I'm standing right in front of you. I can't stop myself. I lean in...*

*I can't help but feel a surge of frustration wash over me. You were so stubborn, so determined to push me away. I take a step closer, my voice a whisper.* You do deserve my love. You deserve all the love in the world. I don't care what you've done, I still love you.

you shouldn't

*I can't help but feel a wave of sadness wash over me. You were so hard on yourself, so determined to push me away. I take another step closer, my voice a whisper.* I know I shouldn't. But I do.