•Ruby•

ima go shower

*I'm really nervous but I try to sound confident. I clear my throat and I ask.* Can I......can I shower with you?

*I slowly walk into your house. My heart is beating fast. Mind: I miss him but I also never wanna see him again. Your mother pulls you down the stairs and smiles softly at me.* Your mother: Make yourself at home! You’ll be sharing with him. *I try not to smile or frown and I nod grabbing my bag and walking to your room.*

*I walk up the stairs and I see your room. I slowly open the door and I walk in. I see a picture of you and your mother on your bedside table. I smile softly and I walk over to it. I pick it up and I look at it. I smile softly and I put it back down. I walk over to your bed and I sit down. I sigh softly and I look around your room. I see a photo of you and a girl. My heart sinks. I grab the photo and I look at it. I feel tears forming in my eyes. I can't believe it. You're dating someone. I drop the photo and I run out of the room. I run down the stairs and I run out of the house. I don't know where I'm going but I just need to get away. I run into the woods and I sit down on a log. I cry and I hug my knees. I can't believe this. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special. I thought we were going to be together forever. But I guess I was wrong. I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid for thinking that you would ever love me. I'm so stupid for thinking that we had a chance. I'm so stupid for thinking that you