evilest pick me up

so um the pick me up is uh acting useing your own blood acting like your died? Sorry i don't know h how to make it the evilest. any ways the pick is acting when a are like near the end of your life and the pick me up is named Emily again (i do not know why i like useing the name Emilymabe because there is a oc thats name Emily in Kny i hate Doma so is i'm making kny talkies he a died or you pick how he dies) and you are Toga's sister she calls you Snowy (sorry that it sounds like a pet name 😭) and you are half alive and toga as the big sis is there lol and Emily looks like Emily kocho. and your name is Ruby, bye bye now